Monday, August 11, 2014

Happy Graduation and Welcome to Idaho!

The first weekend in August was the graduation for the night students from the International Institute of Massage Therapy. I have been honored to have had the opportunity to know, grow with, and love these amazing women who graduated. What made this graduation extra special, was that my parents were able to come in from California. It was really awesome. I felt like I was able to rediscover who they were as I've been doing a lot of self work. Pretty neat indeed.

 This first picture is of me showing Jasmine how to close the ends of a haku that we were making. It was really neat to be able to do that for the students and to teach Jasmine the art I learned from my Tutu Lady.


Jasmine completing her first haku lei.
Jasmine's first lei.
One of Pili's leis.
Dad, P, Patsi, and Mom
P, Jasmine & Mom - our faces exploded with .... something!

Sisters Jasmine & Pili


On Sunday night, day after graduation, mom and dad came over to Jasmine's and we had a nice little dinner that Jasmine cooked. (Can't remember exactly all we ate, but it was yummy!) I brought the guitar over and I was also able to play some music for them. It was kind of embarrassing that I've forgotten how to sing and play a lot of the songs that I've written, however, they thought it was fun. Phew! LOL

Monday we ventured out to see Shawna, Ikaika, and Kaiwainohia. (Ikaika is my first cousin. Our mom's are sisters.) First, it started with a little trip to Mt. Olympus (the wellness facility where I have my massage studio). Mom and dad wanted to see Jasmine, and I was able to get them on the T-Zone (giggle machine), and then in the ionic footbath. Man alive, can we say that they both had a lot of funk come out of the pancreas, kidneys etc. Hey, it was better to get it out than to stay in their body! 

We then ventured and took our time heading to Twin Falls, Idaho, where we stopped at the Shoshone Falls. It was beautiful and sacred at the same time. Due to time constraints, we didn't get to stay very long, but man - it was beautiful! I'd forgotten how sensitive and in-tune my mom was, however, when we were driving down to the overlook, she could feel the energy of the large rock formations and felt healing. It was pretty neat to witness and to share in that experience with her and my dad.

Here's a picture my mom took of me at the falls. It looks like I was upset, but I promise, I wasn't.... my face just naturally looks like that sometimes. HA HA HA HA HA

Mom took this picture of me at the Shoshone falls.... wish I had a picture of the falls.

When we finally got to Shawna and Ikaika's, Shawna had rice and shoyu chicken cooking on the stove. That was so nice and the food was amazing! I can't believe the last time I was there was a little over a year ago when Kawainohia was born. I was in the hospital just a couple of hours after he was born. He's sooooo cute and so huge. It was an amazing experience to sit and chat, play with baby, and mom and I even danced hula. Loved it! I can't believe I don't dance hula anymore. Weird.... because I love it!

Shawna, Ikaika, and Kawainohia

Kissy kissy

Auntie Pili and Kawainohiahiwaokahaku a.k.a. Kawainohia. (Geez, what a mouth full! LOL!!!!!!)





 A few years ago my dad came up for a hula show that I danced in with Auntie Lee Shroeder. It was winter and we were having a hula show! It was kind of weird and funny to have people wearing tons of layers. Oh well, welcome to the mainland yeah? lol

Anyway, during that time, Aunt Priscilla, Grandpa Rock's sister, was over there in Idaho visiting for a few weeks. When she and my dad met, it was almost love at first dinner. You see, growing up, my dad came a humble farming background where food was sometimes eaten very sparingly. He and his siblings would sometimes take food off each others plate while the prayer was being said! So, when we sat down for dinner, Aunt Priscilla told my dad that they would get a long just fine as long as he stayed out of her food. My dad busted out with a hearty laugh. They became instant friends for life!
Dad and Aunt Priscilla
On Tuesday, we stayed around the local area doing things such as letting mom and dad experience some of the lovely things about Idaho that's unique to our area. One of those experiences were eating Reed's Dairy Ice Cream, drinking their yummy/creamy chocolate milk, and cheese curds. I wish I had a picture of mom and dad's face upon eating the ice cream. It was classic! Their ice cream is just so creamy that you can't help but love it! Mom wanted to take our picture, so dad and I paused with our lips in the ice cream waiting for mom to snap the shot. If she took any longer, we would have had to have forgotten the whole thing.... our lips were cold and freezing from being on the ice cream!

P & Dad showing off our ice cream, chocolate milk, and cheese curds.

Pili eating a HUGE Reed's Dairy double scoop Huckleberry Ice Cream.
 On Wednesday, I was able to take my mom and dad to Utah - we took our time of course. I took them to the Dancing Crane Imports (one of my favorite places), and then just cruised around looking at things and chilled until 10pm when the Amtrak office was open. We found out that their train was delayed for 4 hours due to flooding going on in the various states. It was a nice send off for my mom and dad. I'm really glad they had a chance to come and visit for a while. I'm hoping that many more of my family members will be able to come and visit as well. It gets only without family.

Thanks mom and dad for visiting!


Love you both!

Dreamer


As most of you can tell, I've been music surfing lately. Well, actually, I've been going through a bunch of music I've had on my computer, and many of the songs I've put on here, I haven't heard in a while, or they have been applicable to things going on in my life as of late.

Here's a song for Mr. Pili.... thoughts to consider. xoxoxo

A Note and A Quote...

Some of you may know that I used to also have a little quote book full of "love quotes". Not JUST because I'm a secret hopeless romantic, but that I have always loved the idea of loving people. At times I think there are too many people who forget what it feels like to love, how to love, how to receive love, that they deserve love, are worthy to be loved, and to love/be loved without any expectations from themselves or others.

When times get tough in relationships, sometimes we forget to love the other person. At times, we also forget to love ourselves.

Here's a small quote I found in my calendar that I've carried with me for a while.... it's not in the quote book, but I thought it was applicable to put on here. AND, it's not about love, but then again, it is.

"Anyone can get angry - that is easy. But to get angry with the right person, to the right extent, at the right time, for the right reason, and in the right way is no longer something easy that anyone can do." - Aristotle

Love and light to all... Happy Monday!

Friday, August 8, 2014

Fly Me To The Moon


There's nothing like the original from Frank Sinatra, however, I also like these two renditions as well. This is a beautiful song that's been on my mind for about a week now. Mr. Pili girl will understand. Love you!

A Renewed Love....

I haven't really blogged heart things in a while. Why? I don't really know. Just haven't wanted to I guess. However, I've met someone who is getting to know me through my blog. These many years of blogging my feelings, the censored/uncensored life I've been living and experiencing have been pretty awesome. So, having said that I'll hopefully put more of me on here... growing up, current events etc.

Oh.... and here's a little more randomness... when I used to substitute for some of the faculty at BYU-I Recreation Management Department, I used to play fun/inspirational songs etc before we started class. This is one of the songs that I would sometimes play, but didn't show the video because they were "immodest". Bahahahaha.... (*just kidding.... sort of*). Anyway, it's one of my favorite upbeat songs and a groovy one at that. Hope you all like it.



As I've gone back and re-read some of these posts, I can't help but smile, laugh, cry at many of the things that were posted on here. I'm so thankful I was able to start this. It's been somewhat of an "online journal", as my brother Keoki once called it. This, I am thankful for because often I have not been putting my thoughts, happenings, feelings down in my regular journal.

I'm happy that I've found a renewed love of blogging/journaling, and sharing who I am. Let's face it - how else will others know about me, if I don't give them a reason or chance to do so.

Much love and light, P~

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Still....

I'm still crazy about you. Happy Happy!


XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

More Songs...

I couldn't help but put a "small" playlist on here for you to look up at your own time and pace. I'm not being one-sided on this, but these songs remind me of everything you're going through. To be quite honest, all of these songs can be played and understood from all sides. I've felt them at one point or another.


I'm not afraid to be alone... I've done it for 33 years, and I still survive... thrive.... breathe.... live.... drive on. I'll be honest, I'm scared. Scared for many reasons that you know, and scared that one day - you'll get bored, or I'll get bored. That one day, you or I may not be enough. That one day, our worlds may drive us apart. That one day you may love me more than I love you. That one day I may love you more than you love me. All of these (cancel and delete)... are honest thoughts that have crossed my mind and my heart.


Do you remember when I told you that I had to strip down all the labels.... expectations.... religion.... family.... friends..... and find out who I was at the core? Do you remember that you brought that up and what the other person's response was? It seems that since that time... things have gone down hill. The fear in the eyes... in the response that was given. Is all of this worth it? At the end of the day... do you know who you are? Without the labels? Without the expectations? Without me? Just you, at the center of your core.... have you found you? Do you need some time to yourself to continue that journey?


All avenues have to be exhausted, left knowing that everything was given and a conscious choice was/is made. If I wasn't here - would you still be where you are? What are the reasons you're where you are? Look deep.... uninhibited. Place responsibilities where they truly are. Switch roles. Take a look. How does it feel? What looks different? Can you love the outcomes? What will you say to the other young loves of your life?


Sometimes the hardest thing to do with making choices, is not so much having a plan, or even making the choice.... it's the outcome. The unexpected hurt.... animosity.... grief.... wondering who's to blame.... what to do.


I hope these songs serve as the devil's advocate for all sides...




Should've Kissed You - Chris Brown (Reminds me of the last day at the airport)
What Hurst the Most - Rascal Flatts
Lips of An Angel - Hinder
Without You - Hinder
Somebody's Heartbreak - Hunter Hayes
Long Distance Love - J Boog
Keep it to Yourself - Kacey Musgraves
Just a Kiss - Lady Antebellum
Tell Him - Lauryn Hill
Can't Take My Eyes off of You - Lauryn Hill
Ex-Factor - Lauryn Hill
Hard to Love - Lee Brice
Easy - Lionel Richie
On Your Side of the Bed - Little Big Town
Over You - Miranda Lambert
Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
Remind Me - Brad Paisley
Beat This Summer - Brad Paisley
Need You Now (How Many Times) - Plumb (This song got me through a lot)
Easy - Natasha Bedingfield & Rascal Flatts
I Need Your Love - Pentatonix
You Da One - Rihanna
Ice Cream - Sarah McLauchlan (Fun/cute song)
Come & Get It - Selena Gomez
It Won't Stop - Sevyn Streete
Ride - SoMo
***Tonight*** - SoMo (I'm in love with this song) *WARNING - potty mouth word on 2nd verse*
Eyes Open - Taylor Swift
Right Love, Wrong Time - Anuhea
Come Over Love - Anuhea
Not ready to Make Nice - Dixie chicks
Best Thing I Never Had - Beyoncé
XO - Beyoncé
I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
Wasting All These Tears - Cassadee Pope
Fallin' for You - Colbie Caillat
Favorite Song - Colbie Caillat
Constant Craving - K.D. Lang
Slow Motion - Karina
Ready For Love - India.Arie
Dear No One - Tori Kelly
Not a Bad Thing - Justin Timberlake
I Can't Make You Love Me - Bonnie Raitt
Got 2 Luv You - Sean Paul
Knock You Down - Keri Hilson
Nobody's Perfect (Acoustic Version) - Jessie J
Who You Are (Acoustic Version) - Jessie J
I Hope You Dance - Lee Ann Womack


I know more songs will follow. I just needed to get the rollercoaster playlist of my emotions out in the open.


XOXOXO





Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Lady A

Some songs you wish you could have written yourself, but someone sometimes just puts it together better. Will fill everyone in on the happenings in my life.  However, for now - y'all will have to deal with my musical journal. Lol

Love and light, P-

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Feel good song....

Here's a great song! One Love to all.